Confessions of a "bad mom"...
So, I have really been letting myself feel bad lately. Since May, my family has kind of been through a hurricane. I found out that I was pregnant, which though we were very excited about, was a complete surprise. Though I had wanted a second child for years, my husband had decided he wanted to stop and I had resigned myself to being a family of three. A few months into my pregnancy, my brother and sister-in-law found out they were also pregnant...with twins. They had been praying and trying for a baby for years. We were all so exciting and looking forward to having babies close together. I had to change OBGYNs when I got pregnant as my doctor that delivered Anabeth had stopped delivering babies and I was absolutely sure that this baby will be my last, so I wanted to have a tubal ligation after. I had to deliver at a different hospital as the one I had Anabeth is a Catholic hospital. Also, since I will turn 35 during my pregnancy, I had to go see the high risk doc. I wasn't conc